Tomorrow's Monday again . Schooling , fuck it .
I wont even be able to concentrate .
I really hate my O's , it seriously screwed up my life .
MY WHOLE LIFE .
I cant go out as much , im so much more stressed , im no longer the cheerful and joking silas .
It screwed up my relationship(my sisters will see this , but who cares ?) . Fuck .
Fuck O's , screw O's . Why does Singapore has to be so dependent on academics ?
If not for O's , i would've more time to do everything .
Go out with friends , play ball , slack , play , make more friends , EVERYTHING .
Most importantly , i wouldn't have screwed us up so badly .
I've never felt this way before , like NEVER in my 16 years .
It's been 3 weeks but i can still think of all the memories .
Everything links to you , why ? Every small thing links , wth .
I doubt i'll ever forget you .
I've got to find back the cheerful Silas , find back my friends .
Everything's going haywire . Not good at all .
Stupid academics , you're a slut . You took so much away from me .
So much that now , i'm no longer me .
All the previous posts in people's blogs , it reminds me of the good times .
I miss the holidays at the end of last year .