School today , pe first period , had some rugby module .
Total waste of time , made my shoulder hurt again -.-
After that played soccer for a while , ran out my frustrations .
Rest of the day is boring lessons alr . Other than POA .
Test , think can get full marks ba . Hopefully .
I should be in Amk now , but im home .
Wanted to go for training .
Left my hse , was already waiting for the bus , dark clouds came .
Called Kc , after awhile , he just hanged on me . It started to drizzle .
I was thinking if i should go , my point for the past few weeks was to see her anyways .
But i thought to myself , what if i saw her alone with them again ?
What for i give myself another reason to breakdown .
It was gonna rain anyways , cant play much .
Soon huat text me , say short of one . He told me the names , got 8 .
So i thought they just nice play half court , i go there sit and be loner ?
So i walked home , he just called me not long ago .
Yin fai went down too , so if i went , it would be 10 .
If i went , it would be full court alr . PLUS , IT DIDNT RAIN . DAMN .
PS people , i thought your just nice 8 for half court .
Life's a bitch .
I used to have so many groups friends , so many activities . One time of the day can message up to 6 people .
Now , it's ALL GONE .
Noone to text , noone to go out with , noone to play with .
Yes , i do have friends in school and all . But i've lost the other friends i messaged and went out with .
I still have friends , but we dont keep in contact anymore .
Right , it's a battle with myself now , my brain doesnt know what to do , not to mention my heart .
I'm stuck on this spot , rooted to the ground , smacked in the face with all thats happening .
YANGZHENG PRIMARY SCHOOL