Hello people , its my grandma's birthday today .
So i skipped both school and amk training :x Oops .
Went to grandma hse , dun wanna elaborate , lazy .
Went down to amk after that , you must have been shocked (: hahah .
Homed after awhile , supper , now com .
Really happy day actually . But have some thoughts that i really have to point out .

Guy A , may i know what's on your mind ?
Is this very fun ? Telling tales behind my back , spreading nonsense and bullshit .
Have i ever done anything to you ? Oh yes , to you i did something , and thats talking to girls you like right .
Is it my problem you like them ? so you like them means i cant be their friend ?
HAHAHAHAH , you think too much man , waaaay too much .
You call me a flirt behind my back . But may i ask again , whats your definition of flirt ?
Just because i talk to girls , i joke with them , im a flirt ? LOL !
Just because i can make friends with females and be close to them makes me a flirt ?
JUST BECAUSE , some girls you like , likes me or are close to me makes me a flirt ?
HAHAHA , you've got your definition wrong man . That isnt flirt , thats just sociable .
Are you jealous that whenever we're around , you cant joke alot ?
BUT , have we EVER stopped you from joking ?
Have we EVER told you to shutup ? Have we EVER made you sit aside ?
NO , WE DIDNT . We joke with people , and thats probably why when we're around , we get most of the attention . And you dun like it , thats your problem , noone told you to shutup .
So now when we go down lesser , you try ways and means just to get people on your side .
So that you can be the one who receives the attention ?
HAHAHHA , You're so childish my friend . You want the attention ? Noone's stopping you from getting it .
But please , when i still take you as a friend , stop spreading those rubbish bout us .
Coz once you cross the line , i'm afraid you my friend , will be the one who WILL be embarassed ,
do trust me when i say that .


Girl A , you like showing off something you dun have ?
Trying to show off to people something , where they can take all their efforts , but still cant see shit .
You know why ? You dun have the attributes .
Day 1 i met you , you were okay . Really okay .
But now ? Only one word can describe you , and thats bitch .
Such an ass now , take a look at who your friends are , and dun ruin it . Bitch


Boyboy A , when he told me what you said , it was really really saddening .
To hear it from the other two , it would have been expected .
But you ? It was really a stab in the heart .
Have you really been brainwashed ? Have you really changed ?
I hope not , and i think you havent too .
I know you feel rejected by us , you feel left out .
And i understand your feeling , as i've experienced it before too .
But you have to understand this , its not that i dun want to call you out .
But remember the last time i did ? I called your house phone , and your mum was alr scolding you .
So i thought , if each time i called , you were to be scolded by your mum , whats the point ?
Would i want you to be scolded just like that ? Nah , i wouldnt .
That was why i always waited for you to call us to see if we're going out instead .
Initially you did , but gradually , you stopped  .
Its probably due to my tone when you call me sometimes , and i know that .
But you should know i didnt mean to  .
Oh wells , i wont stop you if you feel more welcomed by them .
I cant force you anyways . But whatever you do , stay on the right track of life .
Do not do anything you shouldnt be doing .
We still welcome you to go out with us , whats more , with open arms .
But the decision's still yours , see which side you feel you have more fun with then .
Call us anytime you wanna go out , we're still here for you , no worries .


For anyone , i dun care what you think bout me .
Flirt ? As long as i know im not , thats all that matters .
Just do not spread shit bout me , coz in the end , karma will just bite you right back in the ass .
I'll just be myself , you wanna be my friend , welcome (:
You wanna hate me , then fuck off from my life .
I will not change , for anyone . Get this clear .

♥ 12/05/2009 02:12:00 AM