today , went chiltern to study with david and miao yun and her friend .
got korean kids , so noisy !
i shh-ed them , lol .
then they asked me do again , so , i did . then they all diam , i was like 'thankyou' . lol
then after that go ny play ball , go jingwen hse study , and home .
everything's in a mess , a big big fucking terrible mess .
my friendships are falling apart .
everyone having misunderstandings , many many bad thoughts .
i just have no idea what is happening .
my mind's in a mess , im in a state of confusion , breakdown ,
i wouldnt mind if the tsunami comes now , just wipe us and our thoughts out .
if its that difficult for you to sms me , and not difficult for peanut butter and ryan .
then you know what , forget it .
go sms them . always telling me bill bao , lazy .
FUCKED UP EXCUSES , i had enough of it .
you gimme these excuses and sms them , right ?
enough okay , enough .
fucking have fun with them , i dun give a shit no more
i just needed someone to talk to , but nooo , you just wouldnt want to .
♥ 5/02/2009 11:50:00 PM