Today nothing much luh , slacked at home till 5 ++ .
left for yt hse to study with soon huat .
then at about 8 left for cc , play ball with david they all lo .
didnt play seriously , damn sian ,
at first got the shooting feel , then ending dun have , sian half -.-
I'm tired of being the nice guy ,
i joke around , i play around ,
so as to see people happy , see people smile .
But what do i get instead ?
People calling me a flirt , another calling me disgusting , another saying i haolian .(you know who you are)
Is that what i get for trying to be a cheerful person .
If thats what i'll get , whats the point ,
might as well be some emo shit who dun talk to people and just throw tantrums .
But when i dun joke around , dun play ,
one will say i've changed , that im no longer a joker ,
no longer the Silas i used to be .
But what do you want me to do , i play lesser , you say i changed ,
i play more , another say i'm a flirt ,
i talk cock , yet another says i disgusting .
What the fuck you guys expect from me , you want me to play and be cheerful so others be happy ,
or shut up and be emo , YOU DECIDE .
I'm really tired of being the nice guy , i should just play along more ,
and not be the one getting everyone hyped .
I'll just stay aside and get motivated , instead of motivating others , happy ?
♥ 4/26/2009 11:20:00 PM
YANGZHENG PRIMARY SCHOOL